I literally just wrote an entry but after reading it and spending 30 minutes on it in which I felt I achieved some sort of relief and inner understanding on the subject matter, deleted it.
I have not been using this Blog the way I had intended, and for that I apologize. I apologize for the amount of your time I have wasted by allowing you to read so many depressing, negative and whiny entries on things I should have eithier dealt with by putting on my big girl panies or just not voicing them at all on a public blog site.
This blog is NOT for complaining.
This blog is NOT about everything my child does that impresses her father & I.
This blog is NOT an excuse to nag, whine, or victimize myself when life gets gritty.
This blog is NOT a secondary diary.
After reading some of the earlier posts I fear I may be misleading people.
I seem to forget my faith when I go into a "Venting rampage" as some would call it. This bothers me the most because it is something I strive for as a mother, a wife and a Christian. I assure you I handle things a whole lot differently in real life then I may make them seem on this blog. To those of you who personally know me, I know you know this to be fact. However, my worry is that those who don't know me personally or who may stumble upon this site....may be missing out on the real me.
I suppose that's the risk one takes when doing things on the internet, eh?
Just wanted to post this entry with a firm assurance that I am going to start thinking about what I share and post and hope you guys and gals will help reel me in if it starts going down a negative, whiny path again.
Over & Out-